Doctors

Whenever I have some sort of health problem and end up at the doctors I feel stupid. I feel so bad and sick but the way they look at me makes me feel stupid for thinking that it mattered.

So I ended up at the doctors on Tuesday. I guess you could say I had it coming because my mom had plans to make me go for my anxiety but then on Monday night I had the worst cramps. They kept me up until 6 AM, and I only slept then because I basically passed out.

I went and he just made me feel stupid for going for cramps. He basically told me to take aleve, like no shit. I'm a girl, I know. I wouldnt be there if they werent getting in the way of living. But on a good note, he prescriped me something for the anxiety. He said that for a lot of people just having the medicine makes them feel better. Thats what I'm hoping for.

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I love Criminal Minds. Actually, I basically love any show like it. All CSI's, NCIS, Criminal Minds, Without a Trace.

Random ^

So while I was sleep deprived I came up with a great book idea. I'm just kind of scared to take on something as large as writing a book. It's always been a dream of mine, a way to make a mark. Maybe a way to show people how great books can be. I just dont know where or how to start. Do you just start from scratch? Make an outline? I have no clue.